To me, I don't feel like I'm good enough or have the kind of time to invest to "grind it out" as a lot of people put it. I have done extremely well in tournaments on occasion, so I more want to try and get that kind of result in, shall we say, the RIGHT tournament. Being a strict non cash game player, I found myself fixating way too much on avoiding losing whatever portion of my bankroll I'm investing in a given tournament or sit and go to play effectively.
Of course I'd LIKE to not lose all the money I deposit, but I've found that if I can at least use the thought that yes, I can deposit again if I lose, and losing that money doesn't mean I'm a failure as a poker player, it's a lot more possible for me to play to the best of my ability without stressing over things.
That’s interesting for sure. I used to feel the same about deposits but more recently feel like that made me take it less seriously and less focused (after all I can always reload!). Granted at micro stakes it might be ok thinking but the best comment I ever read in defense of good BRM is that “sure you might be able and willing to replace a lost small amount but what happens if you win or grind up a big roll that would be hard to replace if you lost most of it ?”
As for grinding it up from small amounts I read a blog post once about a great motivational reason for it : “when you eventually make it up to higher stakes and make money from the game you’ll look back fondly and appreciate the time spent grinding the penny stakes.” For me that’s huge motivation , imagine one day playing for higher stake pots and looking back and saying “wow this all was from a small final deposit years ago !” That’s powerful.
To be clear by deposits I don’t necessarily mean money on a site , rather money set aside for poker but not added to from external sources other than poker.
I mean to each their own but I definitely see the value now in motivational power of saying this deposit will last and will be protected and will grow over time.
Plus , and this shouldn’t happen often if we follow BRM and tilt control, even if we grind up and lose a lot of it , if we started with a small deposit we only ever really lost that small amount of our own money.
I just take it more seriously I think if I treat it like it’s the last deposit I could ever do.