i really enjoy playing poker, but honestly if i was doing it for a living, a lot of the enjoyment i get out it would be gone. its an escape for me and a fun escape, but cant say its my life. i enjoy a lot of other things as well.
I feel sorry for you, if poker is your life, as you're missing out on so much else that is beautiful in life. Also your poker will become much better if you can get some excercise and have other hobbies.