Was I better when I was worse?
Let's go back in time...the year is 2008.
I have won an ofc. I have won a $4k guar rebuy without rebuying or adding on( I did not know how). Several other good monies.
shut me down, I had $5k. I had over a hundred dollars at 8 sites or more.
I did not know what range was, much less range polarization. I completed every uncontested small blind. I was a bit fuzzy on implied odds
. I could NOT lay down a hand.
Fast forward 5 years...
I do not have $100 at ANY site.
I have not cashed out in a year.
I do not recall my last big win.
My bankroll has been going on a slow but steady downward spiral.....I am not talking variance..just slowly going down...down...down....
Sooo.....am I worse now that I am better????
I would like input if you have had a similar experience-is the field, nature of the game-changing? Getting a bit discouraged.....forum games and freerolls
are the only thing keeping me from *GASP* depositing.