First I was to jump on the bandwagon, and say sorry for you loss. I'm not gonna say I understand what you are going through, but a loss like that can negatively effect everything you do in life. For that I am sorry to hear you're going through that...
Now, to the actual question at hand. I agree with Robochick. Get away from hold'em. Start playing PLO, Hi/low, Razz, Stud. Those are the games you can still win today. NLH is too saturated with good players. Too much free education on the internet, and pros offering way too much info on the game for free. On the other hand, with Mixed games, they are on the same level as hold'em was about 10-15 years ago (Without the hyped of course), but playing style is the same. If you get good at the other games. You will be a lot better, and profitable in poker as a whole. Cause lets be honest, if you ask someone about poker that doesn't play. They think of 2 games, 5 card draw, and NLH. So if someone is truly interested in poker what will they start to play, and get good at? probably NLH. Then move into PLO without any real experience. Cause they realize how hard NLH really is. if you learn PLO you will pick off a lot of easy money on players that are trying to make their money back on NLH losses.