I never thought about it. Not even after periods of continious losings... I love playing tournament poker, it's my hobby. It makes me happy if I can defeat other players, especially good players. Doesnt matter if it's a freeroll or a big deep stack GTD tourney. The clash of strategies, thinkings of players from all levels, making traps, avoid traps, stealing, bluffing
, restealing, risking the tournament after hours of playing with an ice cold bluff, the adrenaline etc....there is NO same hand.
Plus I can make some money with it.