TEG2300
Rock Star
Silver Level
I have been building a bankroll again from NADA. It is so ridiculous but I kind of find it a point of pride that I have never deposited. I also try to learn the BRM I am going to need in the future if I ever start putting 2 and two together.
All that to say I went off the rails last night!!! I had been really disciplined, playing on Carbon I had saved step tickets then attacked the step 3. got a win early on and waited until I had another to move on to the Bumble Bee tourneys......
Insert three weeks of adjusting play to the somewhat foreign grind and shove method I found to work for the aggressive format of these little SnGs. So I was just hovering around $2-$2.50. Well then I stayed up too late playing that combined with reading an old article by Chris Ferguson about playing up from zero and this morning my BR was at $.34. You see two of my rules are:
1. Only play when fresh basically don't try to play my way out of a slump. Walk away go for a swim, read a book, do ANYTHING. Last night I proved why that's a good rule for me.
2. "Pretend each one of those matchsticks is worth $1,000" That's what my Grandad said when he was teaching me to play as a very young man. I was to young to pee straight much less know how to bet one in five card draw. The basic principle is one that I really try to hold to, I treat the game the same regardless of stakes.
Well last night I played while tired and got preoccupied with the slow rate of growth in my BR. I went out of my depth were I couldn't handle the killer variance that I know is present in low level SnGs then when I got low (dropping below $1.50) I panicked and sat down at a cash game with what amounted to a flag waving in the wind stated I had no business at the table. Ah the struggles of maturity. I welcome all advice not only as to play but also good sites to play for free to build from nothing.
Most of all remember folks it is a game;
a beautifully mathematical, psychological and social game
but a game none the less and if we aren't having fun what is the point.
I mean really any one of us smart enough to make a living a poker is probably smart enough to make a living doing just about anything. We play because it is a blast so I must remember when I make choices that take that away from it I am disrespecting the game that I am so glad my Gramps took the time to teach me.