break from poker
has this happened to anyone else?
I finished third in a CC freeroll last week, winning $12.
I did everything i could, to refrain from gambling with it, still trying to build a bankroll, i told my self, do the fergusson thing, only play small.
So of course, i last about 3 hours
and play ok, win a bit, lose a bit, leave the table an hour later at $13
and then im back 3 hours later again, finish down, to $10
and then im back at 4 am, can't sleep, still pissed about a bad play earlier
and i go up to $15......but i don't leave
and then i push all in on a stupid play twice in a row (one was stupid, other was bad luck, both to same guy), and i'm broke....again
and then i uninstall all poker programs from my computer
but its been a week, and im back again
call me metswantagh, and im a gambler addicted to losing
but at least i manage to keep from using my credit card to invest my own money online