can anyone help.
can anyone see where im going wrong.. when i play online poker, i win quite a bit. but my tilt spree allways kills my bankroll. i never put on more than 20 dollars at a time anyway. but when i play live games.. i never win. i cant seem to understand the difference. i allways play the same people live. (mybrother included) and his winnings are nothing short of brilliant. he turned 0$ on full tilt into 500$ plus more i believe. it makes me challenge my own intelligence. he does read poker books
and we both sit down and watch poker video's but im more emotional than him. i dont ever remember him crying. and i can watch a sad film and still bring on the water works so! i really need an outsider point of veiw about what to do. i wish someone would watch me play. but of course that would mean some poor individual would have to watch a full days donking lol perhaps i should stop playing the game. but i dont allways donk. thats more recent anger play. in the last 2 months iv cashed in 4 freerolls
. i came first in the united kingdom freeroll last month. and my brother came 3rd in the same tourney! when we play together we both play better. as a collective mind. my other tilty (down £2000) friend often sets me off on a shit playing session. but i cant exacly tell him he ruins the fun and my mood when we play poker. he just gets nasty and a real jerk when he loses. alot of info about my games... i know. bt i want to be up £300 instead of down £200-300 (over 3 years) in micro limits.