soncheebs
Visionary
Silver Level
"You're a lemon. Like a bad car. There is something... there is something inherently defective in you, and you, and you, and me, and all of us. We're all lemons. We look like everyone else, but what makes us different is our defect. See, most gamblers, when they go to gamble, they go to win. When we go to gamble, we go to lose. Subconsciously. Me, I never feel better than when they're raking the chips away; not bringing them in. And everyone here knows what I'm talking about. Hell, even when we win it's just a matter of time before we give it all back. But when we lose, that's another story. When we lose, and I'm talking about the kind of loss that makes your asshole pucker to the size of a decimal point - you know what I mean - You've just recreated the worst possible nightmare this side of malignant cancer, for the twentieth goddamn time; and you're standing there and you suddenly realise, Hey, I'm still... here. I'm still breathing. I'm still alive. Us lemons, we **** shit up all the time on purpose. Because we constantly need to remind ourselves we're alive. Gambling's not your problem. It's this ****ed up need to feel something. To convince yourself you exist. That's the problem. "
Al Pacino, Two for the Money
"In order to take a bad beat, you have to have lured your opponent into risking his money on a situation where he was a big underdog. In other words, you have to have done something smart. When you are playing well virtually all of your beats will be bad ones."
Scott Fischman, Online Ace
Over the course of the last 4 months I have lost over 3500 dollars playing online poker. Now granted, the first thousand was pissed away playing risky poker, stupid poker, inexperienced (online) poker. My problem is, I am not a bad poker player, I win fairly large amounts every time I play live games at the Hard Rock, and I do well at my home games. So why is it that I lose so much and so often online?? Well I will tell you one thing, I take a hell of alot of bad beats, and I mean the worse...having pocket 5's on a Q5Q board and losing to queen 4 thanks to the river, having your pocket aces beat by AK several times, constant set over set's, etc. Now I know people whine about the same thing over and over, but I assure you my purpose here is not to say these sites are rigged, but to ask if it is possible that maybe I am rigged???
Am I a lemon, like Al talks about? Is it possible I am just conditioned to lose? It makes some sense, I am a pretty numb person in general, it takes a lot to really move me, to make me feel any sort of emotion. But this is usually why I clean up at the poker table, is it different online...can complacency and lack of emotion affect your online play differently than live play? Am I just getting bored after a decent session so I start playing too loose, who knows..
Or as Scott puts it, is my constant beat after bad beat, an indication that I am doing something right? If that is the case than I am quite possibly one of the greatest players to ever grace the online felt. And don't tell me that everyone takes as many beats, you just don't remember the good hits like you do the bad ones. Yes I do, oh yes I do...and don't tell me that if you play consistently the variance will level out. I have played over 250 thousand hands on full tilt alone in the last 3 months, yes thats scary but I dont have a job I've been playing 10-14 hours a day, and it has not leveled out...I lose, and I lose some more.
Honestly its not about the money anymore, I need some answers, am I just a lemon, or am I just unlucky...none of you can really answer that for me I geuss, and maybe this is a rant. This was long over due though...
Al Pacino, Two for the Money
"In order to take a bad beat, you have to have lured your opponent into risking his money on a situation where he was a big underdog. In other words, you have to have done something smart. When you are playing well virtually all of your beats will be bad ones."
Scott Fischman, Online Ace
Over the course of the last 4 months I have lost over 3500 dollars playing online poker. Now granted, the first thousand was pissed away playing risky poker, stupid poker, inexperienced (online) poker. My problem is, I am not a bad poker player, I win fairly large amounts every time I play live games at the Hard Rock, and I do well at my home games. So why is it that I lose so much and so often online?? Well I will tell you one thing, I take a hell of alot of bad beats, and I mean the worse...having pocket 5's on a Q5Q board and losing to queen 4 thanks to the river, having your pocket aces beat by AK several times, constant set over set's, etc. Now I know people whine about the same thing over and over, but I assure you my purpose here is not to say these sites are rigged, but to ask if it is possible that maybe I am rigged???
Am I a lemon, like Al talks about? Is it possible I am just conditioned to lose? It makes some sense, I am a pretty numb person in general, it takes a lot to really move me, to make me feel any sort of emotion. But this is usually why I clean up at the poker table, is it different online...can complacency and lack of emotion affect your online play differently than live play? Am I just getting bored after a decent session so I start playing too loose, who knows..
Or as Scott puts it, is my constant beat after bad beat, an indication that I am doing something right? If that is the case than I am quite possibly one of the greatest players to ever grace the online felt. And don't tell me that everyone takes as many beats, you just don't remember the good hits like you do the bad ones. Yes I do, oh yes I do...and don't tell me that if you play consistently the variance will level out. I have played over 250 thousand hands on full tilt alone in the last 3 months, yes thats scary but I dont have a job I've been playing 10-14 hours a day, and it has not leveled out...I lose, and I lose some more.
Honestly its not about the money anymore, I need some answers, am I just a lemon, or am I just unlucky...none of you can really answer that for me I geuss, and maybe this is a rant. This was long over due though...