It is very painful to blame ones self for a screw up. But, in one does not recognize their mistakes, they will not improve their poker game
The other day, I played in a tournament and made a real donk call which just about busted me. I went from a big stack to a short stack, and then on tilt. Finally getting busted out.
It was only my fault because I was not paying attention to the other players, only watching my cards. I know better, but just made a royal screw up. I have beat my self up for that.
But, I blame nothing or no one but my self for the poor poker playing.
Hope to do better next time since I know the mistakes I make and will make corrections.