What do I do?? AHHHH

I had 900 dollars in my account and cashed out 700 a week and a half ago. Therefore I left myself with 200. I busted that quickly because of bad BR management (prolly cause I got cocky). I then bought in for 100 and busted quickly because I felt that I had to get back to 200 in order to be at a "comfortable amount".

I usually buy in for 50, but if I do I will feel like I have nothing in my account and try to play high stakes games to get it up quickly. I used to feel like I was rich with 50 dollars in my account, and now I feel like it is nothing. This is not a good feeling

Therefore I put myself on a two week exclusion on Stars.

Has anyone ever had this mindset before about getting to a "comfortable amount"??