I am truely sry to all Plz forgive me, and the big accounment is

First and for most, I'm sry to everyone, on this beautiful site , I hope u can all forgive me, for posting a thread about Me being in the Sunday Mill, and then Selling My ticket, without waiting for your response, I swear, the dude kept on following me, The wife kept on asking me What am I going to do, and so forth and so, but that's no excuse for what I did, without first and foremost consulting you fine gentlemen, and females, I hope u all except my apologies for my lack of patience, and to chuckT's , I sry for posting that thread and then also asking for a hand analization at the same time lol, that's right all I did it again, yes u know it, I took down another Sat to it, and this time, I'm truely confused as to what to do, even though My stomach is quizzy as hell, at the thought of such a huge tourney, and such a huge prize I really don't know, what to do? Should I play in it, Should I play alot of smaller ones and build my confidence level up, What should I do? the Wife is backing me up %100 and that in it-self is a bigger problem since she's like "I'm gonna watch u play", and that's some unneeded stress, but plz everyone help me find a soultion that fits my personality .

Facts about me, a ranking site has me down as a fish , (which I'll admit I was a bigggggggggggggggg fish at one time or another).
My game is very passive, but my bluff game in-it self is honestly above average, I can bluff yet I just really hate raising.
I dont' have much confidence when it comes to big tourney such as this one, because of what i've heard ppl constantly keep on saying about, Oh, there's alot of good players, then there's the great players, and the ones above them, and I don't feel at all that I am worthy in a sense to be among them (even though it's my money, lol)

Can u all plz help me

Here's the the email btw just incase anyone was wondering about it

PokerStars Tournament #98247487, No Limit Hold'em
Super Satellite
Buy-In: $8.00/$0.80
36 players
Total Prize Pool: $288.00
Target Tournament #96572588 Buy-In: $215.00
1 tickets to the target tournament

Tournament started - 2008/07/27 - 02:34:25 (ET)

Dear abdi122,

You finished the tournament in 1st place.
You qualified to play in Tournament #96572588 and are automatically registered for it.
See Tournament #96572588 Lobby for further details.

If you choose to unregister from this tournament your account will be credited
with $215.00 Tournament dollars. Tournament dollars can be used to buy into
any tournament.

nm, you have to do whatever's right for you, bud. if you're not confident to play a huge mtt like that, then don't, it's simple.
Ive played a few biggies, and not got anywhere, just played scared all the time, so wanted to cash/perform well.
IMO, if that was me, I'd take the tourney bucks, and enter some lower buy-in mtt's and build my confidence up that way. The big tourneys are always gonna be around, there's no hurry to enter one now if you're not ready.
good luck either way, i for one will give you my support whatever you decide.
kd

take the tourney dollars and keep playing the same games you have been playing . soon you will have a very nice BR to play whatever you want .

the description of your game sounds like a fish , passive but good bluffer .
not calling you a fish but I think you need more work on your game . do some more reading and let someone help you . good luck .

After reading your self description, I'd say unregister and play smaller tourneys until you get better. Oh but trust me, the Sunday Million is certainly NOT full of great players, over 90% are plain bad. Still you should get better before you play something like this.

I haven't heard the competition is great in the sunday million. However, if the stakes make you nervous I say take the tournament money and keep doing what you're doing. It seems to be working...maybe take a shot at another tournament in between stakes.
btw you have to go pretty deep to get more than a min cash in the SM.

IMO, tell her if she really wants you to do well and win some decent money, to leave you alone for the duration of the mtt. let her know the truth about the stress she'll understand since its for a lot of money. I say if you sold the other one, and have done well in these sattys before(you can play more) then play the million, go for it, play your best like you do in the sattys and go with your gut.....gl sir in whatever you do!

Ty kc that's what, i'm going to do, btw are u also playing this, and if so gl to u 2 sir

painful on the eyes but, the way I see it.... you won the seat so you might as well give it a shot.

Just because you arnt the best player doesnt mean you couldnt final table/win the sunday million. The winner of the last one was an absolutely ATROCIOUS player and he took it down for 207k.

Ya I'm going to be playing in it, and your right, just cuz I ain't the best player doesn't mean I can't donk , the mess out of the ones who are better then me

The "Good Samaritan" in me, would advise you to not play this tourney. You're not ready for it.

The devious poker player in me, would tell you to take a shot and let me know when the tourney starts.

i would definately play smaller tourneys, you probably would win even more that way and then you can buy into those bigger games and still have a bankroll as well. be patient. if you are this razzed about it you will likely crack under the pressure lol.

sell the ticket and bankroll the $215. dont go enter and lose it, that will kill your confidence for a while. and if you lose to a bad beat? it will last a lot longer. you have over 100 2.22x or 3.30 rebuys to shoot for if you cash the T$. you just bumped your bankroll bigtime, dont blow it all on one shot. if you win $200 off a dollar MTT, are you gonna go jump in a $200 S&G??? hell no!..haha. bank it dont spank it!

IMO, take the T$, try and satty into the same tourney using T$ and enter it using that ticket, therefore you still have T$ and a chance to play in the sunday millions.