Bad runs are never over. Variance can't be stopped and in fact should be embraced.
TBH I don't believe you are experienced enough to know if you are running bad or playing bad.
I'm going to guess there are a couple of things going on here:
1. When you double up your bankroll you take "shots" at higher limits and increase your chance of going bust, or you simply aren't playing within proper BRM.
2. You have tilt issues which exacerbate downswings.
3. You have serious fundamental leaks in your game that are preventing you from being consistently profitable.
im not very experienced, but im not clueless either. im pretty sure im on a bad run here.
in the following
hands i did not get
expected value. except for last hand, which i think even pros would make the same mistake.
Hand#268698AB07000019 - $3 Heads-up NL Hold'em Super Turbo T10005255 -- Table 1 -- 0/20/40 NL Hold'em -- 2011/08/13 - 16:36:02
Seat 3: blikbleek (1,375 in chips) DEALER
Seat 8: cv22***8 (1,625 in chips)
blikbleek: posts small blind 20
cv22***8: posts big blind 40
Dealt to blikbleek [Ah,Js]
blikbleek: raises to 80
cv22***8: is all in 1,585
blikbleek: is all in 1,295
cv22***8: returns uncalled bet 250
blikbleek: shows [Ah Js]
cv22***8: shows [Ac Ts]
*** FLOP *** [Qs,3c,8d]
*** TURN *** [9d]
*** RIVER *** [Jc]
***SHOW DOWN***
cv22***8 wins 2,750 with Straight Queen high
blikbleek finished 2 out of 2 players.
Hand#268698A8E7000044 - $2 Heads-up NL Hold'em T10004711 -- Table 1 -- 0/15/30 NL Hold'em -- 2011/08/13 - 13:50:48
Seat 3: MetM***3 (1,880 in chips)
Seat 8: blikbleek (1,120 in chips) DEALER
blikbleek: posts small blind 15
MetM***3: posts big blind 30
Dealt to blikbleek [Td,Tc]
blikbleek: raises to 60
MetM***3: raises to 180
blikbleek: is all in 1,060
MetM***3: calls 940
MetM***3: shows [Qc Ac]
blikbleek: shows [Td Tc]
*** FLOP *** [3c,Ad,8c]
*** TURN *** [8d]
*** RIVER *** [5d]
***SHOW DOWN***
MetM***3 wins 2,240 with Two Pairs Aces and Eights
blikbleek finished 2 out of 2 players.
Hand#268698A9FD000017 - $5 NLH Double-up T10004989 -- Table 1 -- 0/25/50 NL Hold'em -- 2011/08/13 - 15:36:18
Seat 1: 5pin***1 (2,472 in chips)
Seat 2: pado***2 (772 in chips)
Seat 3: OLCT***3 (1,385 in chips)
Seat 4: OzzY***4 (1,600 in chips)
Seat 5: GCar***5 (1,470 in chips)
Seat 6: blikbleek (1,330 in chips)
Seat 7: Arch***7 (2,813 in chips) DEALER
Seat 8: SMTM***8 (1,058 in chips)
Seat 9: poke***9 (2,100 in chips)
SMTM***8: posts small blind 25
poke***9: posts big blind 50
Dealt to blikbleek [Jd,Js]
5pin***1: calls 50
pado***2: folds
OLCT***3: folds
OzzY***4: folds
GCar***5: folds
blikbleek: raises to 150
Arch***7: folds
SMTM***8: folds
poke***9: folds
5pin***1: calls 100
*** FLOP *** [Jh,7c,9c]
5pin***1: checks
blikbleek: checks
*** TURN *** [8d]
5pin***1: bets 188
blikbleek: calls 188
*** RIVER *** [7s]
5pin***1: bets 501
blikbleek: is all in 992
5pin***1: calls 491
5pin***1: shows [7h 7d]
blikbleek: shows [Jd Js]
***SHOW DOWN***
5pin***1 wins 2,735 with Four of a Kind Sevens
blikbleek finished 9 out of 10 players.